"Sometimes I wonder, do you even recognize the woman that’s standing in front of you?"
I know that I’m a great person to confide in but, it’s really annoying to hear the same shit over and over and over again. Like okay, you ask for my personal opinion, don’t take it, then realize my words were of wisdom and you would’ve been better off listening. Then you just put yourself back in the same situation. I’m not upset that my advice wasn’t taken, but listening to dumb stories of continuous unnecessary mistakes is certainly my pet peeve. Grow the fuck up and make sound decisions.
So I take moments to myself to embrace nature, in more aspects than one. (East Jewett, NY; 2013)
So I’m still trying to find myself again. This path I took so much time to pave smoothly only for it to up-heave and need paving again. Certain lessons I could’ve done without knowing, certain situations I should’ve never been in, but it happens to us all. While I live with no regrets, I’ll never forget the stupidity of the moment, the shame of it, the misunderstanding that comes from the ignorance of people who don’t accept love. We were made in the image of what love is supposed to be, and people think that they can do without it. Mistake number one was me trying to shed light on a potential that was stagnant to growth. I saw all the hope in the world, blinded by love and got nothing but hurt and abused. I’m now without a care in the world it’s either you want me or you don’t, childish games are no more, my energy is only for productivity within myself; join me or bounce. - Chaos